simple thoughts

Sabi nga nila "The only thing that constant in this world is change" kaya wala me magawa sa sarili ko kundi mag iba ng anyo.. And hirap kasi i-manage ng hair ko kasi wavy na sya paghumaba, kaka badtrip, dati naman straight ang buhok ko, ng nag college ako dun na nagstart magkulot buhok ang pangit... i hate it...

the worst thing i've ever did in my life.. huhuhu

ito na me ngayon ang pangit.. kala ko ang pag che-change kong image will look me better, hindi pala, kaya abot langit ang sobrang panghihinayang ko at sobrang pagsi-sisi ang ginawa ko, nagmuka me tuloy balot.. arrrggggghhhh


Pero ok lang.. alam ko naman, Deep inside me, i'm a good guy nakksss
and that what matters most... heheheh

I was about to play audition yesterday kaso nag papatch pa, so while waiting na matapos ang patching nag net muna ako at least makapag friendster, I suddenly notice the girl besides me crying, she was talking to someone sa YM, her BF for seven years, the reason why kung bakit ko alam, you know it already the attitude of being a Filipino, kunwari nag sesearch pero yong kabilang mata nakatingin sa kabilang computer, out of curiosity kaya mo ginagawa, hehehehe i'm such a bad person, peeping at others pc and trying to know what was going on.

Last night while talking to my old friends in davao over the phone, I suddenly miss Davao, its been 6 years that i havent visited the place after graduation, I'm from Butuan city pero i enjoyed a lot in Davao during my college days of course, sa davao ako namulat sa mundong makasalanan... nakssss

It was in Davao when i had my first *tot* lahat ng kagaguhan ko nagsimula sa davao kaya ganun ko nalang ka miss ang davao.. It was in Davao when i started working my very first job and i got kicked out hahahaha ganito kasi yon share ko lang.

I'd work in Jollibee as a Counter, of course front liner ang lolo mo, one day isang araw opener me, pag open pa lang sa store meron agad pumasok na lalaki, suplado, medyo ok lang maykaya, syempre as a counter opening spiel agad:

Me: Good Morning sir welcome to jollibee, ano po yong order nila..

Customer: yah.. regular french fries nga.

(during that time regular french fries was just like P17 pesos, so ako naman kuha agad kelangan mabilis ka at bawal papetix-petix..)

Me: sir yong bill po nila P17 pesos anything that you would like to add sir?

Customer: no! that would be all..

Me: ok.. P17 pesos po sir..

(Biglang si customer nag abot ng P1000 bill, ok lang sya first customer ko)

Me: wala ho ba kayong smaller bill sir kasi kakaopen lang namin tsaka wala pa kaming change..

Customer: aba di ko na problema yon, problema nyo na..

(sabi ko sa isip ko, aba gago to ah.. yabang naman nito.. sa sobrang inis ko ito ang sinabi ko sa kanya)

Me: sir ano po ba bibili po ba talaga kayo ng fries o sadyang nag papachange lang kayo..

Customer: gago ka ha, san yong manager nyo..

(lumapit si manager sa counter, kasi nga nag aamok na si sir)

Manager: Sir may problema hu ba?

Customer: Gago yong counter nyo ha, tanggalin nyo nga yan..

ayon di umalis si sir hanggat di me matanggal.. wawa naman ako mangiyak-ngiyak na me sa sobrang takot.. hahahaha
same day pina-uwi ako tinanggal nga nila ako without even asking the situation, sabagay may point sila customer service issue daw eh... waahhhhhh

natatawa nalng ako pag naisip ko yon hahaha

Hay.. Just like to share some things that happend to me last night, Sobrang napahiya ako at pinagtatawanan pa ng mga kasama ko sa trabaho, Alam nyo naman ang buhay sa call center ang gabi ginagawang umaga, at ang umaga ginagawang gabi.

How is it possible to feel so much for a stranger? For a person that you’ve just met? Is that how powerful love is?

Is there such a thing as LOVE at FIRST SIGHT? The question that everyone ask when they feel it when they laid their eyes to that person, just like me, when I saw her.

It was all started in citi, a simple hi and hello never thought it would create a feelings in my heart, something that you just can’t explain and started asking your self, is it love?

Everyday my feeling gets stronger that I would love to go to work just to see her, just to complete my day, I made a lot of sales just for her to notice me but later on I realize at the end of the day someone owned her love, someone already fill the special place in her heart, the love I wished I would have. (sigh)

so sad that I couldnt even told her how much I feel for her,
so sad that all I could do is just turn away and hide this feelings
so sad that she is about to get married.

Even in simple things like this I could convey to you, I’m thankful that for one in my life, I never thought I had fallen in love- and its love at first sight.