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Thursday, December 24, 2009

it's Christmas



I don't know why I'm writing this one,
but this one thing I know for sure,
I'm lonely I don't even feel the spirit of Christmas,
for me it's just an ordinary occasion
that doesn't really needs you to exert an effort to celebrate.


I don't know why I'm feeling this way..
di ko magawang ma-enjoy.
there's something missing,
something that I need to find to fill the emptiness in my heart,
I'd rather stay in my room, lie down, sound trip
than doing the traditional thing.


I need to know that something!!!

and that something really bothered me a lot,

the reason why I can't enjoy christmas,

and the reason that I can't find happiness.

sad to say it's Christmas and I'm thinking this thing.



Saturday, December 12, 2009

Pasko na naman

thank you so much fiel for this award...

Dati ko ng sinabi sa mga previous post ko, isa sa pinakaayaw ko na okasyon at pinakaaantay ko ay ang pasko, Hindi ko alam why I always feel empty everytime pag christmas na, alam mo yong feeling na naiiyak ka tapos pinipigaln mo, masakit sa dibdib pag hindi mo mailabas ang nararamdaman mo.

hindi ko alam kung bakit, lalo't ngayon my mom was actually away from us, we will be celebrating christmas na wala mama.. omg first time ko first time namin, hindi ko maiwasang maiyak habang sinusulat ko ito iniisip ko na agad ang mga mangyayari, sobrang na miss ko na si mama,

bakit ba ako nagkakaganito, siguro iniisip ko lang, siguro masyado lang akong negative..

hayyy..


Friday, December 11, 2009

sad..


umiiyak ako..

di ko masabi sa inyo ang dahilan

pero umiiyak ako kahapon pa..




Wednesday, December 02, 2009