to my best friend.. (nickel)

Take my hand, come away with me
and i'll take you away from all this.
We will runaway together my friends
for there is nothing here to miss.
In this world where everything seems uncertain
i know what your are thinking.
I know your every urge.
The innocence I see in you will disappear As the day fade..
So look into my eyes
and see that everything will be alright.
when it rains, when you are down,
when its cold,
when it seems I'm not around,
just remember I love you...

what makes you happy?...

I've talked to some of my friends chit-chat and asking about their life and everyone was excited to share their ups and downs. Some of them were too tired of being alone fighting against obstacle in life, but some were lucky enough to have someone beside during dull moments.

You know what.. Some people makes us happy by doing some special thing, but special someone makes us happy without doing a special thing. I realize that true happiness can only be felt if we're with a special someone. Even me I'm not happy with out my baby (mawala na ang lahat wag lng baby ko).

I remember my best friend when were having a quite time "I ask her; What makes you happy?" she paused and stared at me "she said; I don't know.. I'm not happy with my life, i don't believe that happiness exist in this world maybe in fairytale does". Simple question actually.. "What makes you happy" that needs a definite answer...

what makes you happy? tell me i need to know.. because the only thing that makes me happy is YOU. so please don't you ever leave me, keep visiting my blog.

now that you're gone...

Lately, I've been working so hard for myself and realized that I'm just starting to miss someone again, anyway she's not in manila and i guess i should be feeling that way at all. we talked over the phone the other night and she sounded indifferent, I could not blame her, its my fault why we broke-up before. I'm upset

Damn.. I'm such a dork... I should not let her go.. I should not afraid. i miss you and i tell you i can feel it.. I'm afraid that i might be hurting myself I know i am, but there's nothing i can do, I wanna be loved. badly i need to be loved i'm upset, i miss you so much, If you're reading this, i just want yopu to know i miss you so much and i'm sorry for what i've done before that i was not strong enough to fight for our love.

Now that you're gone a part of you will never ever leave... our memories will always be a hopping whisper in my mind. I wish love and never ending happiness.. wherever you are...