nostalgia...

Why I can't love the person I love?
When I'm also capable of loving
Why do I have to suffer so much pain
sacrifice my feelings just to set you free.

I have always been there for you
not because you asked me to
My feelings for you is an endless love
But why can't you notice it even just for a single day

For all the pain He made to make you cry
I'm the one who comforts you every single night
my broken heart wished you will never part
still I'm waiting to notice my weeping heart

now that you're gone, my hope burried with loneliness
now that you're gone, my world filled with sadness
what hurts most is that nobody left
my life now is nothing but an infinite grief
lost in the vast abysses of space and time

some people...

People tend to dismiss me for a lot of things coz im a different person from someone else's eyes; either im a snob, evasive or just a wolf in sheeps clothing. I guess you just have to dig deep to know my principles and ideals and see for yourself. There are people I enjoy having meaningless conversations with, but people who delve deep are rewarded with my trust and loyalty. I'm a bitchy-bastardy kind of friend coz sometimes I ask simple things in complicated ways, but I'm very sincere and quite sentimental to those I consider as a true friend (and I expect the same from anyone i call friend). I don't feel the need to sell my personality to live up to peoples expectations. I had my fair share of detractors (ganon talaga pag medjo maapeal -- you get loads of attention, course, I don't expect that they could relate and I don't expect everybody to like me. ^_^)
I know they should be treated with patience and understanding and all, but sorry, not from me. xenxa na, I don't work well with quidnuncs and their below sea-level personalities.

God bless them na lang. Im no longer a bibliophile, or maybe I'm not as spontaneous as I used to be, but do stick around -- I might actually say something good from time to time. ^_^..

Reminiscing Love...

I walked beneath the stars last night
The moon was full and shining bright
The breeze blew softly through the trees
And from my heart came the memories
Of a love I knew so long ago
It brought an ache to my heart to know
That you are gone


your arms around me held me tight
As I stood wrapped in your love that nigh
your lips on mine, our bodies press'd
So close together, so much in love
No one could say it was wrong or right
By mortal man or in God's sight
Now that your gone


I walk alone with all my dreams
My way of life or so it seems
I walk along in the moonlit night
And view the past with shadowed sight
Not always just the way it's seen
But mostly how it might have been -
if you were not gone.