Wednesday, May 19, 2010

smart people.. yahhh

What would you feel when talking to a "smart people"?

To be perfectly honest with you, I feel STUPID, because you make me feel like I'm STUPID that I do not know anything in this world.

at first i used to like you, coz i will learn from you, i was amazed like fcuk!! why this guy talk so brilliant, I wanna be like you, but at the end of the day i realize the way you talked to me you made me STUPID and i hate you..

yes I hate you like I wish I could tell you this.. I hate YOU.. yes YOU...

hahaha bitter lang siguro ako kasi I don't speak like them, think like them..

Peace out..

You freak the Hell out of me.... I always wanted to be like someone who could speak and write fluently just like you but hey not the way or the words your using...

Friday, May 14, 2010

What's your plan?

A goal without a plan is just a wish. - Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Enrico – He’s cool, witty and intelligent, simply Smart, Simply amazing. This guy threw a question to me during training that made me pause and think after the end of the day,even right now while writing these stuff.

He asked me “What’s your plan?” I told him to become TL.

But the big question there was;

What have you been doing for the past years to achieve your goal? WOW!@#$

I’m a kind of person always looking at the big picture, this is what I want to be, but I haven’t done anything to get to my way there. I’m just there looking I’m not zooming the big picture for me to be able see the details. It’s simply upset me because time is fleeting.

I’m 28 but look at me nothing has changed, I’m still me.

I realized that you need to have plan; a life plan and I deemed it necessary. You should know where and who you want to be by following your plan, you need to know so you may not end up wasting your time.

You have to be very focus in doing and achieving your plans otherwise the effort and attention that you spent will just spread too thin and achieve nothing. See the patterns like looking back in the past it will help you find out where you should go, connect them all and project them into the future.

You have to be more persistent in each and every day of our life, because failure is inevitable in our way; you have to keep pushing yourself forward and have faith.

I once was lost so thank you Enrico for reminding me again, I almost forgot who I wanted to be.

I will start now.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

still miss you

our house feels cold and empty...
six years after your death,
I still find myself looking across our backyard
as though expecting to see you there.
Tears fall down voluntarily.

questioning the voices I heard
coming from you room
where you used to stay and sleep.

Still somehow hoping that it is not true,
but that you are still with us.
Still hear to help us,
still here to share a laugh,
and most of all be a Father to us.

still hurts dad,
I still miss you.

I love you dad...