i have been spending time with someone i like and i really enjoying it, i don't know what's happening to me these days, i don't know.. wahhh you can't really find the exact reason why the feeling goes that way... (friend ko lang to ha)
happiness, contented, thats what you feel and you always give a smile to anyone whoever pass by. hayyy sarap ng feeling.
actually its her voice does something strange to me, it's so far-fetched that i really can't describe it. i love what we are now though we're somewhere on that gray area. it's something that the only two of us know and will ever understand...(maxado bang intimate?)
and lately i have been communicating with my old friends, i started texting them, it's like your connecting to your past self again.. it feels so good... remembering what i used to be, made me realize how much i've change this past few years.
i have matured to some extend and the things i want to stay the same never did, they changed, little by little, without me noticing it.
thingking about it makes me feel sad, if only i coluld relish those moments a little longer, if only i could guarantee that they'll stay with me for the rest of my life...
IF ONLY... then I would be very happy.
i don't know why change makes me sad, all i know that it is something that i cannot runaway from and have to accept it... and just realize that you have to enjoy the moment before its totally gone.
*give smile to everyone, who knows its the only sunshine they had for the whole day. :)