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Sunday, February 22, 2009

if only...

this past few days, i have been very happy, of course there were a few down sides but i rather not think of those, i'm not gonna ruin my day.. :)

i have been spending time with someone i like and i really enjoying it, i don't know what's happening to me these days, i don't know.. wahhh you can't really find the exact reason why the feeling goes that way... (friend ko lang to ha)

happiness, contented, thats what you feel and you always give a smile to anyone whoever pass by. hayyy sarap ng feeling.


actually its her voice does something strange to me, it's so far-fetched that i really can't describe it. i love what we are now though we're somewhere on that gray area. it's something that the only two of us know and will ever understand...(maxado bang intimate?)

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and lately i have been communicating with my old friends, i started texting them, it's like your connecting to your past self again.. it feels so good... remembering what i used to be, made me realize how much i've change this past few years.

i have matured to some extend and the things i want to stay the same never did, they changed, little by little, without me noticing it.

thingking about it makes me feel sad, if only i coluld relish those moments a little longer, if only i could guarantee that they'll stay with me for the rest of my life...

IF ONLY... then I would be very happy.

i don't know why change makes me sad, all i know that it is something that i cannot runaway from and have to accept it... and just realize that you have to enjoy the moment before its totally gone.

*give smile to everyone, who knows its the only sunshine they had for the whole day. :)

10 comments:

Chyng said...

Im no good at relationships, pero tingin ko normal lang na dumadaan sa ganyang stage.

Pag willing maayos, madali mapapag-uusapan ang lahat. Ang lalim! hehe

the donG said...

why not tell her about it? hehehe... exciting.

blacksoul said...

Maganda yan at mejo naiinspire ka.

I love reminiscing my past kaya nga i never let go of my old friends hanggang ngayon kami kami pa rin

_ice_ said...

@chyng - hehehehe baka nga lang nag eenjoy lang ako pagkasama ko sya, meron talagang ganun.

@dong - wahh nahihiya ako baka awayin ako ng bf nya...

@blacksoul - yahhh tama ka never let go sa mga old friends mo..

lucas said...

i've been to that gray area before...with my bestfriend. but i guess love is sometimes a choice. you have to let yourself fall to really know...

i miss the person i once was.

i wish you well, ice :)

---
congrats to your cousin.

nako yung sister-in-law ko din hindi pa rin nakakapasa. 3 times na din yun eh..hays.. hindi ko alam kung bakit.

Ely said...

ilang beses ko na rin nsabi sa sarili ang "if only..." tuloy pinanood ko ng paulit-ulit ung movie. hehehe. emo mode?

_ice_ said...

@lucas - i bet pare... sometimes it is a choice, kaya minsan naging choosy tau hahahaha

@ely - love that movie so much.. if only.. mapapa hay ka na lang...

turmoil said...

sweet sana kung sino man yung "someone" na yun,for sure nag eenjoy din sya sa company mo. and for sure ramdam din nya yung contentment na yun at yung happiness pg kasama ka...

hayy iF OnLy nga talaga...

im happy for you ice...;p

sana maayos mo na din yung prob mo sa mga frends mo..

tc!;p

Dylan Dimaubusan said...

ICE!
- cool name.

Change is the only constant thing in this world, or should I say one of the constant thing..

Hmm, nakalimutan ko na yung sasabihin ko pa..

Anyways, thanks for dropping by..sa blog ko.. And thanks for that reminder..

cheers!

Rio said...

uu nga ica..bakit di mo sabihin...hehe=D