coping up..

waiting for a new beginning

current mood: sad.. so sad..

i want to hide,look for a place somewhere that nobody knows me, i'm tired being bullied. my anger somehow eat me alive." i don't wanna end up hurting myself just because i can't stop them.

Now, I know how it feels when you were so tired and needed some rest but was rejected by people whom you cared for. I should imitate God, leave without a single word and not a heavy heart. Continuously caring for those people, not from a distance but within my heart.

I know things would be very difficult, because I'm still holding on to my last grip and still on the process of letting it go from hands. Every step of it is a sacrifice but I know in the end, this will be best for me, for I will ache no more...