There was a time in my life when i'm afraid to fall in love.. because everytime i fell in love i got hurt maybe that's why its called "falling" in love.
I would give my all loving deeply and wholeheartedly, it would be truly emotional and euphoric experience. I will love you wider than the universe and powerful than the wind. My mind will never let go of you because i coudn't go of a day without thinking of you.
Then one day my world would crash down resentment, anger, disappointment and pain. Life will never be the same again. I couldn't have decent sleep at night, I can't even move myself in a simple cresendo.
There just might be a reason why they're always on my mind. its because sometimes the brains knows too well what the hearts tries so hard to deny.
It was then I realize that loving someone isn't just giving, isn't just having him/her around. it's all about believing in one's self, just love and love and everything will come back to you even more.