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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Arbitrary thoughts


It was October 20th 2006 when you left for states,
Two days after my birthday,
I remember that vividly.
Tears fell!!
I just can't hide the feeling,
that its hurting me so much..
Deep inside, my heart beat so fast,
I'll try to be calm..
But then I tremble still with so much fear...

Fear of being alone...
Fear of losing someone that I love.. so much..

I'm so tired that I can't sleep
I'm so tired that almost every night
I hugged my pillow tight
I'm so tired that all I can do is hoping and wishing
and wanting you here beside me forever

13 comments:

jeff said...

so sad...

tahan na....

FerBert said...

autophobia/monophobia fear of being alone.. isa yan sa mga kinakatakutan ko.. mag isa kase may suicidal tendencies ako hehehe...

mahirap umasa.. tulad mo umaasa din ako.. hindi na nga ako tao eh isa na lang akong malaking ASA!

Rio said...

nababasa mo ba ang naiisip ko?? hahaha..
parang sinulat mo lang mo lang kung ano ang nararamdaman ko ah..
wag ka ng malungkot...kung kayo tlga, kayo tlga..mag e-effort ka nga lang tlga ng kaunti...

things&thongs said...

I was in a LDR too.

Ang hirap?

So kumusta na kau?

I hope it works for the both of you. Be strong : )

the donG said...

go out and meet old friends and make new friends.

Anonymous said...

yah i agree with dong.. go out and make new friends, divert mo yong feeling mo sa ibang bagay..

dave

Fjordan Allego said...

hayz... bakit kaya ganun nu?? kung sino ang siyang totoong nagmamahal siyang iniiwanan.. hahahaa.. drama na naman...

sa wakas! nakabalik na rin ako!!

http://fjordz-hiraya.blogspot.com

nahj12 said...

ouch.. going senti huh.. hayzzz.. same here.. :)

Chyng said...

hi ice!

i added you sa blog roll ko! ;)

Roland said...

huh, nasabi mo ba sa kanya? baka ikaw lang kasi may alam na mahal mo siya. haha. kasi kung wala ka namang ginagawa kungdi maghintay, normal walang mangyayari. tama, u shud make the first move.

finally im back! haha.

_ice_ said...

@jeff - yah.. tnx sa pagdalaw...

@ferbert - oo nga umaasa sa wala.. bakit pa kaya tau nag ho-hold on kung wala namang mangyayari dba?

@rio - talaga doc.. u mean u feel the same way too.. napag iwanan..?

RONeiluke, RN said...

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thanks again, mate!

Lovely_ph said...

awwww...ang lungkot... haaaay.buhay nga nman. ;)