message received

I thought everything was pretty smooth after all, I was fixing my bed and preparing myself to take a bath, charging my phone while browsing some old pictures.. Digging some old stuff trying to separate those things from her that made me reminded of her.. suddenly I received a message, when I checked, it was just a number and a quote goes like this:

“Normal day,
let me be aware of the treasure you are.
Let me learn from you,
love you,
bless you before you depart.
Let me not pass you by in quest of some rare and perfect tomorrow.
Let me hold you while I may, for it may not always be so.
One day I shall dig my nails into the earth,
or bury my face in the pillow,
or stretch myself taut,
or raise my hands to the sky and want,
more than all the world,
your return

Sh*t WTF... yon ang lumabas sa bibig ko.. it was the quote I sent to her a long long time ago, it was the day I started to realized that she was evading me, that we rarely see each other, I'll try not to deal about the quote, kasi nga I don't want to prolong the agony, tama na pero napatigil ako sa ginagawa ko eh and thinking what If?

Things still lingering on my mind..

What if, she was the one texted me that night...

What if, she wanted me to come back in her life?

Do you think she was the one texted me, or baka naman wala lang gusto nya lang i-forward ang message.

What do you think?