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Sunday, September 07, 2008

Impracticable plan

Last night while writing some stuff and thinking of what would be the best issue to tackle here, I was kinda confuse. and pause for a moment to imagine a possible sensible topic... kaso wala talaga pumasok sa isip ko eh.
It's my personal blog, so I realize I have to write what is/was happening to me or any unfortunate events or any future events.. it could be love hmmm (here we go again), pain, happiness, struggles and achievements.

after that...

I struggle of falling back into sleep, thoughts begins to occupy my mind.....
sad to say they are not happy thoughts and I'd like to think they are not bad either,
the truth is I dont really want to enterpret them in any way,

it's just that I feel sad..

I wonder why?

Lately, loneliness always hitting me up for no reason at all.
It means I don't have decent sleep almost everynight, so I spend a lot of time in blogging.

There comes a time when you are tired of giving meaning in many things.
Have you ever experience feeling alone in a crowd and find yourself wishing you are in another place in another time?

I find myself doing that a lot in recent weeks,

I wanted to see the ocean...
I wanted to run in an endless beach and wet my feet in gentle rolling water...

It's the best thing, playing in the ocean alone...
I wanted to hear the sea in its natural sound...

The lapping of the waves against the sand.. time is when there is nothing matters,
when you can just sit all day..

or do the things you like to do, never worry about the future or what do people thinks about you
when you can be yourself and treat life as a never ending adventure like a music born out of lullaby tune.

well, I will try to sleep, I will try to be calm,
I hope this thoughts will come true one of this days...

smile at me. tnx

14 comments:

beero said...

ang emo naman ng pic. hehe.

eh pareho pala tayong insomniac eh.

chillax ka lang jan dude. loosen up!

FerBert said...

pansin ko lahat ng may insomia may itsura.. kaya pala insomiac din ako.. hahahaha

minsan iniisip ko bamapira ako kaya di ako makatulog sa gabi.. okay may delusional chever ako..

Jai guru deva om (victory to God divine)

wala lang gusto ko lang idagdag yan sa comment ko.. across the universe eh.. napanood mo yung movie? astig yun eh..

Nanaybelen said...

yan na yata ang dapat gawin, do things what you want to do now and stop thinking of the future kasi nakakapagod din ang isip ng isip ng future

jiMboy said...

There are times na parang walang purpose ang buhay natin. I do feel that way before. Until I found the best thing that happen to me. And for that, I am now living my life to the fullest. :D

UtakMunggo said...

tama ka, noone could ever define life in general kaya wag na nating bigyan ng meaning lahat. what we can do is to focus on our own selves and define it according to how we affect the people and things that surround us. in the end, even if we can't make a better world, we're still able to make a better person out of our own selves.

find your way. :D

the donG said...

tingin ko pahinga lang yan.

wanderingcommuter said...

oo nga, punong puno ng emosyon lahat!!! hehehe...

tulog mo na lang muna yan... atleast, panandaliang makalimutan mo...

_ice_ said...

@beero - kuha ko yan nung nag comp outing kami sa bulacan, nakalimutan ko yong resort na yan at ako lng ang may copy dahil ako lng nakadiskubre.. hehehe

@ferbert - actually konti lng talaga kami gwapo tol hahaha ksali na kau heheh..

across the universe-fiona apple tol asteegg

_ice_ said...

@nanay belen - oo nga nay.. cguro at least maka pag wind-up ka at mahimasmasan.. kakapagod talaga mag isip. Nay baon ko nga pala..

@jimboy - may mga times talaga na sobrang lungko natin lalo na ako mag isa lang sa manila, malayo sa family ko kasi lagi me nalulungkot..

Ely said...

emo...i remember ganito di ako a few months ago. So glad i was able to get over it eventually. Ngaun tinatawanan ko na lang ulit ung mga kakornihan ko at parang gusto ko i-delete mga pinagpopost ko dati. hehehe

_ice_ said...

@utakmunggo - salamat nga pala sa pag dalaw.. kaya nga ginagawa ko nalng yong mga bagay na alam kung nakapagpasaya sa akin.. dalaw ka ulit

@the dong - oo actually 3 days na me di pumasok sa work tapos 2 days off kaya makakapagpahinga me ng sobra.. salamat uli sa pag dalaw..

@wanderingcommuter - salamat din sa pagdalaw mo.. sarap matulog kasi at least nakakalimutan mo yong problema ..hayyyy

Roland said...

@jimboy:
hehe, kumusta na kayo ni mahal? hmmmm...

...teka bakit ako sumasagot sa commentator d2, hindi ko naman ito blog.


emo mode ka?

anyway, tama yung sinabi ni NanayBelen, just focus yourself for what is before your very eyes. dont bother on what is still ahead. nobody knows kung darating pa ba yun o hindi na.

free your mind from worries.
kungdi tatanda itsura mo, hehe.

_ice_ said...

@Roland- hahaha natawa ako bigla nung tanong mo si mahal... atay ka bro.. i will do that.. tnxx

Jez said...

nalala ko tuloy yung kantang,,, free your mind, the rest will follow
be color blind, dont be so shallow
free your mind, the rest will follow

uminom ka ng gatas para makatulog ka. hindi puro alak...hahahahah

ganun pa man bro, masarap mabuhay!