Last night while writing some stuff and thinking of what would be the best issue to tackle here, I was kinda confuse. and pause for a moment to imagine a possible sensible topic... kaso wala talaga pumasok sa isip ko eh.
It's my personal blog, so I realize I have to write what is/was happening to me or any unfortunate events or any future events.. it could be love hmmm (here we go again), pain, happiness, struggles and achievements.
I struggle of falling back into sleep, thoughts begins to occupy my mind.....
sad to say they are not happy thoughts and I'd like to think they are not bad either,
the truth is I dont really want to enterpret them in any way,
it's just that I feel sad..
I wonder why?
Lately, loneliness always hitting me up for no reason at all.
It means I don't have decent sleep almost everynight, so I spend a lot of time in blogging.
There comes a time when you are tired of giving meaning in many things.
Have you ever experience feeling alone in a crowd and find yourself wishing you are in another place in another time?
I find myself doing that a lot in recent weeks,
I wanted to see the ocean...
I wanted to run in an endless beach and wet my feet in gentle rolling water...
It's the best thing, playing in the ocean alone...
I wanted to hear the sea in its natural sound...
The lapping of the waves against the sand.. time is when there is nothing matters,
when you can just sit all day..
or do the things you like to do, never worry about the future or what do people thinks about you
when you can be yourself and treat life as a never ending adventure like a music born out of lullaby tune.
well, I will try to sleep, I will try to be calm,
I hope this thoughts will come true one of this days...
smile at me. tnx