Longing...

It was really late that night,

Feeling empty, lonely, no one beside me.

In the dew with a full shout awakening,
pressing down the grasses
My loneliness pressing me down
while silent tears falling on its own.

I write your name...
In a faint starlight only stones gleam.
My thoughts long ago turned from you
but then you vanished without traces.

Suddenly at sunrise awake me..
I see none but only white fog rising..
Tears continue to fall when I knew I lost you..

I long to merge with the boundless dazzling far-away clouds in the sky
to comfort and soothe this loneliness because of you..

I see you rarely.. No more now..

Please let us meet.. My dear I miss you
I tried to pick myself closer
to breathe the air that you breath
to listen the hymn you crooned
to know why you refuse, do you?

Are you leaving me?
down the long and dusty roads?

When do you have time for me?
when do I know, that You're always there.
when do I need to tell myself
that I don't need you,
that I don't want you around..
for it's in you, a true Love I found...

I cried almost all the time,
I want you to know about that, but you're deaf!

when will be your eyes start staring at me
your mouth to speak..

You're the one giving me courage and strength to overcome obstacle.
You tell me not to quit, when I'm almost halfway there..
You hold my hands to let me feel,
that we will always be together no matter what

Your smile that brighten up my days
It simply lift my heart.

I want to tell you this..
I do like your crinkling eyes
They tell me "its alright"
I wish to bring you back
from where you stopped.

But all in uttered silence..

I am locked up in the dark room
I cried out... and shout
I miss you.. I miss you.. I miss you so much
when will you be with me?

I want to know,

Do you still love me?

because I love you so much..


(this is my entry for E[kwento]MO)